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So now that I’ve started dating again I am sometimes hit with waves of self-consciousness that belie my seemingly cool exterior. The truth is I often find myself not knowing how to behave, and as I’ve made a secret pact with myself not to flip into my usual default position, over-exuberance, I just find myself, well, really bored with myself. While on the date.

And although I know very little about dating, even I can sense that this is an unfortunate position to be in. So what’s a sweet, sometimes sexy 50 year old me meant to do? Quite simply, be myself.

It’s not necessarily the answer that I thought I would arrive at, but after a long and circuitous route, with lots of  resistance, here I am!

And that’s a really inspiring place to be.

Big Loving Namaste!


About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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