DAY 99: HAS SUCKED!

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Top 15 plus 1 reasons why (in narrative order):

  1. I get that I’m not meant to ask why, today I did. Totally regret it.
  2. Answers to why are idiotic.
  3. I’m not meant to judge. Causes me pain.
  4. I’m not in pain, I’m angry.
  5. I express my anger out loud, to the wrong person.
  6. I’m judged,
  7. That totally sucks.
  8. I defend and explain myself even though I’ve pledged never to do this.
  9. More misunderstanding ensues.
  10. Replay all events in my head.
  11. Feel justified but frustrated.
  12. That sucks too.
  13. Stew in my head for a while.
  14. And realize I’m human.
  15. And it’s o.k. that it sucks.
  16. And start to nestle into the shimmery hope of tomorrow.

Big Loving Namaste!

About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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