A BIG lesson learned.
I believe Gil Hedley sums it up best for me:
“Breaking through to your next level of being may not look pretty. And when you get there, it’s liable to be merely a way-station where you catch your first glimpse of another great step you could not even have considered until you’d leapt in the first place. If you think this is cause for discouragement, pause for a moment and consider: Even greater obstacles are mere signposts marking your increasing strength and aptitude. The thousand steps you’ve already taken have been guided by a hundred thousand intelligences and more operating within you. The further you are willing to go, the richer this support network grows. So many of you are teachers. You know the delight you feel in facilitating your most motivated students. Know that your unseen guardians feel the same way about you.”
Big Loving Namaste!