One week away from moving in and I’m fighting my own desire to stay within my comfort zone, pull back, literally crawl under the covers! It seems natural to me to have a moment of sharp resistance; a fear to remain steadfastly and vulnerably in the moment. And yet that is what I intend to do, as I have so many deep and tender experiences to draw upon coupled with the unconditional love and support of some really awesome people.
It’s been a rough day but I have a lot of faith that everything is going to be way way more than o.k.
Pain within transformation is inevitable, suffering, at least long-term, is optional.
I’m breathing through it.