DAY 9: WHAT’S THIS LOVE THING ALL ABOUT?

Over the course of last year, really little by little, one day at a time, I began to unshackle my heart from the bondage of ego and self that it had been wound up in, and release it out into the universe, trusting the unknown. And now that I have arrived, or at least that’s what it feels like; I vacillate between giddy enthusiasm, surrender of sorts, and a little bit of terror.

Ain’t love grand?

I wish I could say that I understood it, but if truth be told, living in love means foregoing understanding, at least on that intellectual “I think” kind of way. I’m going with it, flowing around out there in a vaporous ether world of mushy gratitude, believing in my heart that any resistance would not only be futile but also hilariously misconceived.

This boundless unknowing is living to my highest potential, way outside of my comfort zone, basking in an edgy energy that coaxes and cajoles me towards the most expansive expression of myself I could ever imagine. And the reason to do it: Peace, happiness, joy with others, a connection to my spirited self that is the essence of who I really am.

Even though I’m scared sometimes, I’m just going to roll right along, living big and loving big. My heart is full to overflowing; bursting at its seams, vulnerable, choosing to be much more than I’ve ever allowed myself to be, excited and grateful for all that life offers up in love.

Big Namaste!

Livebig, Lovebig…………

About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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