G and I are hanging out on the cruise liner scarfing down raw Coconut macaroons (good, I swear), watching Talladega Nights (not so good but G loves it), feeling especially good about ourselves. I’m happy, not overly concerned about Sandy bearing down on the great state of New Jersey within the next 24 hours. I have contingency plans via 3 out of 4 kids, a mother, ex-husband even! Safe and satisfied yet wrestling with a restlessness that I recognize, but it’s different because, not to be too trite, I believe in myself now, Big Time, straight through the heart.
I’m honestly toying with the idea of issuing myself a throwdown, (slightly geeky I know), and challenging myself to my edge for the last 66 days of this year and pushing myself beyond my comfort zone in thought, word and deed because I feel strong, supple and excited to see what manifests as a result of answering the calls from my heart
I’m not going to force it, I’m definitely going to breathe into it and I’m just going to see where the love takes me every single day…….Stepping into the flow, unobstructed, fearless and ready to go; awestruck and awesome, unabashedly alive.
There’s a zest to me. Ha!
Stay tuned: Tomorrow is Day 1!