I’m not a person who lives in the outcomes anymore. Roughly unraveled that means that for the most part I’m hanging in the present, leaning into my heart. It’s becoming a fairly unconditional place to be. Quite honestly, I find myself quietly attached to each and every moment that I am in and usually very grateful to be there. It’s a tender place, hard-earned and full of rough edges that I’ve slowly worn down, replete with hope.

It’s a good way to live and love. Tonight G and I are lying on the cruise liner; he’s munching on Ritz crackers and occasionally passes me one when I ask for it. I’m writing my blog post and he’s fluctuating between Remember the Titansand Pawn Stars.  G knows both programs by heart and keeps quoting the lines to me. It’s so simple and so so absolutely perfect.

It’s not that I take life as it comes, it’s more nuanced than that; maybe it has more courage to it flavored with acceptance and is, quite frankly, a hell of a lot more serene. It’s as if I’ve arrived broken open, vulnerable, quivering in anticipation for the next moment and the next and the next; awash in love, humble and teachable, always incomparable, everlastingly transformed.

As always, Big Namaste mixed in with a ton of love and gratitude.


About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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