Monthly Archives: May 2012

DAY 148: WOW, WHAT A SHOCKER, I’M NOT PERFECT!

It’s not that I ever thought that I actually was, it’s just I’ve put so much effort for the last, oh almost, 49 years into trying to be; but I’m finally ready to let the whole damn thing go. It’s not … Continue reading

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DAY 147: TIME TO BRUSH TEETH…..

……. Wash face….. And got to bed! Big day. Part 2 in the a.m.

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DAY 146: TAKING IT EASY! (PART 1)

FROM GIL HEDLEY of INTEGRAL ANATOMY: “Every day I remember who I am, every day I know the world to be phenomenally abundant, every day I know as an incontrovertible fact that all is well, and that all shall be … Continue reading

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DAY 145: ON BEING ME, THE FARM, AND A LITTLE MEMORIALIZING….

I have been going to The Farm for more than 20 years. It is my Aunt Belinda and Uncle Penn’s place: 30 acres of horse farm outside of Stockton New Jersey. It’s 10 miles North of the Delaware River near … Continue reading

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DAY 144: MY OLD FAMILY IN A NEW WAY…..

I spent the entire day today with Seb, Dyl, Sasha, Gareth and my ex-husband Rupert. We were celebrating Seb and Dyl’s 23rd birthday at Citi Field with a make-up  Mets baseball game. It was a lovely, poignant, tender time. I … Continue reading

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DAY 143: WHEN 2+2 =4 AND I WISH IT WERE DIFFERENT!

I don’t know about you, but I struggle sometimes with expectations and wanting the people in my life that I care about to behave, well, quite honestly, the way that I want them to behave. I’m laughing out loud as … Continue reading

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DAY 142: SOMETHING I HEARD YESTERDAY: “WHAT THE F*CK!”!

I was listening to the awesome Jane Lynch Commencement address from Smith College yesterday, (I highly recommend it, thank you Michelle).   Towards the end of the speech she was speaking really honestly about how easy she felt, at the … Continue reading

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DAY141: ONE VERTEBRAE AT A TIME……..

In all of my classes I practice back bends; they are serious heart openers and can often produce feelings of vulnerability and exposure. Sometimes, when I come down from some intense backbending of my own, I feel as if I have been … Continue reading

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DAY 140: AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT (PART 2)…….

Even with this new mindful living that I have slowly begun to incorporate into my life, I find myself often searching for a logical explanation as to how I feel about the experience in my head. It seems almost like … Continue reading

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DAY 139: AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT (PART 1)….

I’m a wine drinker, and actually not much of one at that, although I’ve had my moments. Tonight I was at a Beer Dinner, surrounded by beer dorks, and actually had an awesome time. I held my own in the … Continue reading

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