I’ve been getting a lot of inspiration over the last week reading some of the beautiful and really brave posts from some of my friends in my You Can Do Anything group. Truth be told, I’ve been a little satisfied lately, with my life overall, (an unusual feeling for me), and I haven’t felt that jolt of energy that initally infused all of my early posts. And even though I’m coming from the heart. I feel like my own mojo is somewhat complacent, and being connected to such a powerful group of women has upheld me and pushed me forward. Thank you!
I’ve been doing a lot of really great things over the last four months in all areas of my life. I found that accepting the invitation to LiveBig on January 1 kind of opened me up to a plethora of dreams and desires that had lain dormant within me for a long long long time. So I began responding and acting and accepting like some sort of whirling dervish, not out of control, but hungry, sometimes very, and opportunities just kept emerging and revealing and offering themselves up. And I just keep saying yes. It’s been a pretty wild experience and I’m crazy grateful for it.
I really and truly believe that if I continue to lead from the heart and really begin to lay myself out there, no questions asked, no fear too great to be vanquished, that my life will continue in this way in perpetuity, forever. I don’t even ask why anymore, I just believe it to be true. And, I take the next step. That kind of purposeful, why not forward momentum definitely builds upon itself, and the wide berth of it just keeps getting bigger and is carrying a multitude of new opportunities in its wake. I really hope that anyone who wants to be a part of it just exhales and begins.
And let me say this, it’s a really endearing, coinhering place to be. What I mean by making that statement is that in accepting the invitation to transform the way in which I choose to approach my life on a daily basis, I am exposed , wide open, vulnerably out there, with all of those people who desire, bear witness to, or are in the process, of, doing the same. In serving myself in this unique and radically different way, I am awakened to the infinite possibilities that this way of living invites me to serve and be in relationship with others, as well as respond synchronistically to their gifts to me. It’s a really lovely thing.
And that’s what this new LiveBig life is ultimately about for me. Every day I am challenged to expand way way beyond the limits of my own understanding of myself towards a love that if fully expressed interconnects me to a power that is far far greater than me, and filled to the brim with a kind of beaming infinite hopefulness that transcends any reality I’ve ever known before.
There’s much work to do, and I can feel that there are boundless possibilities for expansion and creativity that lie ahead. I’m looking forward to all of it, and to widening my kula to include anybody who even tilts slightly toward the hot frenetic energy coupled with the joyful inspiration that is being offered up.
Big Thanks to all of you.