DAY 98: IT ALMOST KILLED ME BUT I THINK I’M STRONGER!

Well, I’m not dead, but I had to take four Advil before I went to bed and I think I left my ass on the 17th floor of the Biltmore Hotel in Providence R.I. Boy, that was really really really hard and extremely fun and I am now Yoga Body Bootcamp certified. It’s really great to set a goal and meet it. I have had my heart set on this certification since Deb Williamson rolled it out in January and I’m really gratified that I was able to achieve it so quickly.

When I started out with the concept of livebig365 on January 1st, I really had no idea what lay in store for me as this gracious path began to miraculously unfold and develop. At first, I struggled a great deal with letting go of the need to control the outcomes of my experiences. They were supposed to be BIG I kept saying to myself and I judged my experiences from the head accordingly. Slowly but surely, the more I worked the blog, stayed with the breath, in the gracious downstream flow of the universe, and fell under the spell of letting my heart lead the way, the more expansive the creations became.

At least that is how I perceive it having worked so far. And the blog has become a natural reflection of my new way of living. The more I trust and accept that the BIGGEST AND BEST me is revealed on a daily basis when I let my heart lead the way, the lovelier my life becomes. And that is essentially how I got certified today. My heart went first and I faithfully followed.

BIG BIG DIFFERENCE!

I don’t know what lies ahead for me. I do know, however, that I have no need to fear any of it. In fact, I’m really excited. And as I approach the 100th day post, I’m open to all of the fresh, loving encounters that lie ahead. It’s a loving gracious heart that leads. I’m staying with the breath and humbly following one beat at a time.

About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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