DAY 32: AIN’T NO MOUNTAIN HIGH ENOUGH (not a Diana Ross post)

I’m hanging out with G watching “Remember the Titans”, a pretty cool football movie for a non-football gal like myself, and I’m in that place that I’ve been in before with posting for the challenge: How to impress. I don’t like it. And I know I have been here  in other aspects of my life as well.

The challenge of my challenge is often, for me, to live within my authentic self. Honestly, to access my heart in ways that are new, oftentimes scary, and sometimes so subtle I’m not really sure what they are. But I do know this journey’s about me and I’m sticking with it!

And that’s where I find myself tonight. In that murky, seeing through a glass darkly kind of place, where I’m in the car driving at night and I don’t know the road and my headlights aren’t working. Yet I’m going to get there anyway.

What makes certainty, in spite of the not knowing; faith in the unknown, bravery in the face of a less than clear final destination? For me, the love of the journey, the fabulous support of the Kula and the fact that I’m doing it: One day at a Time.

IN LOVE.

There’s a swirling Shakti inside of me that’s yearning to wisp toward the connection to the Divine that’s calling it forth. And sometimes the climb seems way too formidable. And yet, I’m going to do it anyway, sometimes shaky, head held high, reaching, extending upward and expanding, filled up with love, climbing that mountain, reaching higher and higher and higher.

It feels Big and Right.

About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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