DAY 6: Moving On!

I looked at a new apartment to move into today and I liked it. It’s actually next door plus one from my existing apartment. The big difference is that it has just one bedroom.

And this is a really big difference. The last time I lived on my own, Ronald Reagan had just begun his first Administration. I have been living with and taking care of for almost 30 years!

I have two emotions regarding this move: fear and excitement. I’m afraid because I’m not sure I know how to be me on my own. And yet I’m excited as I truly believe that I’m going to have the freedom to become the Big Me on my own.

I think I’m going to take it one day at a time. I know I have the strength within me to approach this new opportunity in my life with grace and joy.

I also know that sometimes it is going to be challenging and that I will be introduced to new aspects of myself that I might find painful.

Sometimes making the BIG RIGHT choice feels strange and scary. I’m just going to feel the fear and do it anyway because I want to be able to live my biggest life openhearted and shining bright.

And for some funky reason that I guess will be revealed on a different day, this little apartment with the corner fireplace is the place where my Bigness manifests fully.

I’m grateful, a little scared too, but grateful!

About livebig365

Join me as I dive in to the deep end of the pool and challenge myself to live big and love big. What does that mean? In 2012 , I accepted the invitation to push myself beyond my comfort zone, at least once a day, and engaged and responded to my life, or a given situation in my life, in a way that would normally scare the hell out of me. Why did I do it it? Because it was time time to begin, and I was ready! Each day brought a new revelation, lesson, challenge, encounter, a teaching moment, that revealed to me that living big and loving big are uniquely interconnected. Welcome 2013, the year of lovebig 365. Each post was an expression of love experienced, witnessed, inspired, manifested. It didn't always make sense in the moment, and yet its sheer mystery hopefully evoked a beautiful affirmation of life and all of its shimmery brightness; broken up, lovely to behold, tender and full of purpose. 2014, jagged, bumpy, disjointed posts. 2015, silence, and plenty of growth within that silence. Manifesting 2016: The creation of a gathering place for gratitude. Join in the wavering, audacious, unequivocal fun. 2017: Reflection 2018: POWER, MAGIC, TRANSFORMATION
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